I feel like no matter how much gal..180.. Dbing I do for myself if he knows how I feel..I'm not doing a good enough job. I need to stop ACTING as if and just really be IT.

I woke up angry. Just ANGRY.
I made an appt with a new L just for more options. My boss works in a L office so her 2 bosses all give me free advice as well. So far it looks grim.

At least I have time on my side. He isn't pushing to go file anytime soon. For now.

So now what?
Keep doing what I'm doing even though he sees right through me?

Change all my 180s and gal to other things?


Me:24 H:26
T:7yrs M:4yrs
S:4 D:5
ILYBNILWY 12/5
PA Confirmed 2/19