Thank you huddy

Every morning I wake up and for that split second I either believe that I still have some hope or that I am still in a marrage then it hits me with the reality

My W is too far gone I believe there is too much at stake but I have done all the wrong things

The last few months I have not been pursuing her but she just seems to be getting further and further from me so I try to accept this

I just want to talk to her but this does not help it never has so no point on that one

She is not the woman that I married she has changed and I do not play a part of her happiness

I feel happier having now spoken to a soliciter and have the advice that perhaps thing will be ok for me

Day by day trying to keep strong fearing that one day she will meet with someone else and I do not know how I will cope with that day

I have to get out of this before that day ....long before that day

Thanks

Ghost


Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.