Where do we go from here Part 2

[TimR]

Thanks Sparkls. Yeah I have only myself to blame. Note to self don't look on a good day, look if you have to on a bad day! At least then I am not ruining my mood but just making it worse. I don't even know what is most worrisome about it. I just think maybe they will get back together (it has happened before) yet she wont give me a second chance. I mean WTF the guy who has provided for her, loved her and her kids like they are my own and she wont give me a second chance but white trash douche will get a third shot. ARGH!