Trust me, he hasn't forgotten about you and still thinks about you. He wouldn't be human if he didn't.
Use this time to work on healing yourself and getting strong, so that WHEN you do talk to H, he see's someone that radiates confidence and has a glow about them.
Hang in there, Hope. I'm right there with you on the NC. It's been 6 weeks now for me. And I know Pinn went around 7 months NC and his W has been pinging him lately.
Time takes time.
And something Mother Thornton still tells me to this day..