Where do we go from here Part 2

[TimR]

So here is an update on my sitch. Apparently, I was having too good of a day. So in order to torture myself, I checked out social media. What I found will probably keep me up tonight. While some may say its a good thing I will explain why I do not think it is.

So she blocked me from her FB account so I cannot see her profile. She did that some time ago. But I can still see portions of OM's FB. He changed his profile from in a relationship to single. Her mom stopped following him on Pintrest.

You would think that is good news but I don't think it is. OM has done that before and then changed it back. I also had to deal with her lashing out at me during that time. She was exceptionally mean at that time. Also, who knows even if it is over, whether she will just move on to someone else or already has. At least with that relationship I knew it would eventually implode but maybe the next one will be better. UGH! just had to look, I should have known I beat myself up.

And down goes my rollercoaster. May be it was I felt too good for too long and I am self destructive to add to all my other issues.