V- I will look up the smiling crocodile tactic. Google just says being fake? Two faced?
The crocodile wants a bite of you, it's a croc, and it looks like it's asleep or smiling. So you are lulled into a false sense of safety. It's from Peter Pan, Captain Hook lost his hand to smiling crocodile.
Crocodiles grab hold of their prey and roll them over in the water.
I really thought I was doing good..but he knows exactly what to say to make it really hurt.
I know, I have the t-shirt too. It is horrible feeling especially when you know what it is.
How can I DB if he knows deep down how I feel no matter how hard I try to move on and act as if until its real?
DB is for you and remember your choice, in all senses you do not need to do, say or be anything other than what you want.
That's what hurt. He knows how I feel deep down and just doesn't care. At all.
In fact it's even worse than that, it is to break you down so he gets what he wants.
Only you can put a stop to it. Only you can call time on it. There will be part of you that doesn't want to do so. This is Stockholm Syndrome. It will come, eventually you will go enough. At that point please be safe.
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Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW