Bigybiz, thank you so much for keeping me in your prayers. I really needed them today. I walked outside, sat on my porch and had a heart to heart with God. I asked him why was he doing this to me and had he forgotten about me? I basically felt like a spoiled child who wasn't getting his way and the answers he wanted so he goes and starts to question his parent. But isn't that who he is (our Holy father) and aren't we his children? Isn't that what he wants from us? To be able to go to him and be like: why? Why are you doing this? I know I will never understand your plan but for now I'm hurting. That's the beauty of having a father/son relationship with Christ is prayer is a open line of communication straight to Him. And that is something I am so thankful for. He is strong enough to bear my pain. I'm not.


M:36 W:31 D:12
M: 8/9/10
ILYBNILWY/"want space": 2/14-ish/16
W moved out 5/24/16.