All my hard work just went down the drain.. All of it. Gone.
H came over and wanted an US talk. I couldn't take it..after like an hour..I ended up running away to my room ballin my eyes out.
It was too much for me.
It was just bad.
I feel like a failure.
I don't see how this is a failure at all! You're allowed to be sad and emotional about this. It's okay that he gets to see how he's hurt you - you just don't want for him to be the only way he sees you and all the time. You are doing GREAT - just get back on track.
Did you get anywhere with the talk? Did you figure out what he wants? I assume it's not the same thing you want since you cried?
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17
