I swear there some sparkling somewhere...(4)

[CWOL]

I keep trying to remind myself that. I keep feeling like this intense pressure to speed things up with my graduation and him saying he's going to move to CO next month etc.

Yes, practice your patience. You really do have the luxury of time. You don't have a D staring down at you, with the clock ticking, and also the pressures of having to make alimony or support payments even in the interim...

Use your time to better yourself, and be ready for your next relationship in case he turns out to be a fool.