You still have to be happy for you and no one else. I can't wait to try your Maple syrup as I'm sure it will delicious :-) Like you I'm starting to feel somewhat normal and I have decided not be on the site so often as I feel that reading the pain of the newcomers is somewhat keeping my pain raw and I need to move on with my life. Despite saying that know that you are always in my mind and I hope that one day we both will be able to meet and laugh about how we came to support each other.
