My story JB910 (2)

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Wow!! I'm having a hard time concentrating the last couple of Hours. I think I'm having some major anxiety attacks, but they feel surreal. I don't know any other way to explain it. Many thoughts going through my head with this upcoming Separation. Thoughts like, "Maybe she'll change her mind at the last minute, should I start dating immediately or wait til I confirm some type of affair." I hope these are normal and par for the course. Or maybe I'm losing my mind. This really suxs!!!!