Hope I can understand about a family. When I first started dating WW I did not even like kids. It was over the years that I fell in love with the kids. Even wrestling parents who have been with us since we started and my assistant coach has commented to me how I made a 180 from when we started the club to now. From their comments I understand I was very cold and technical to the kids and now I am much more friendly with the kids. Now I REALLY want kids of my own. My WW and I always joked about having kids... we are both pale (or as I like to say pearly). Well anyway we joked that we would have a kid the same complexion as Powder, if you ever saw that movie.
Now that we are not together, I wander will I ever have a child of my own. This is such a depressing thought to me and breaks my heart.
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16