Thanks Tim! Yes i've been through all that. I txt, and pushed her everyday since she left Jan 10th. Then about 2 or so weeks ago she said she wanted a D for certain reasons, but i found out there was OM. I may have pushed her into this IDK, but she did do that stuff before she moved out to so. I've been dark(LRT) since March 6th.
This is a great place to come to, and let everything out to other who are going through the same things you are.