You sound like you did the first time you really detached, Trump.
I can sense that in you and that is good. Maybe seeing the phone bill really put it into perspective for you?
Either way, Happy Birthday!
I know it probably doesn't seem that way, but I also know that you've got that realist mentality right now, too. You may not know what the road ahead entails, but you know that it will be hard. I think you are ready for it, though!