REALLY trying to detach...but GALing regardless!#5

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I had hoped that today would be better, but that doesn't seem to be the case. This seems to be a year from hell for me and I see no end in sight. It looks like things are over for me. For my hope. For my marriage. The last time my husband saw me he knew, but chose not to say anything to me. He talked to me, hugged me goodbye and seemed more calm. I had hoped it was because he was softening. Instead it is because he is completely done. I was just served with divorce papers. He didn't even warn me. Just let the shock of it slap me in the face when the sherif pounded on my door.