Its just the stupid small things that I really shouldn't think about that are really starting to p*ss me off. Like, we share a bank account and I logged in this morning and saw a charge for a dessert place right up the street from me that we went to on his birthday. He's buying f*cking cake for someone else. :LAKJ:LKJFDS:LKJ:KLJFDS:LKJ << how I'm feeling right now. He shows no remorse, no doubt, no change. I deserve so much better from him. Why can't I just let go and move on. Why am I not one of those people who says "whop, you cheated on me. I'm outtie." It's not like he even *wants* to come home right now. Why am I sitting here begging the universe for him to change his mind? Ugh.
M:26 H:32 T:8yrs ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16 D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16 Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW I moved to different state: 06/16 Currently: Trying to move forward
