For some reason, I missed some of your posts in the last couple days. I am so sorry by the losses that you have experienced in your life. I am sure it makes the pain of losing H even more profound, especially because he was who you opened up to after and he was there when your mom passed. You have had a really rough go of it and it makes me feel even more mad at myself for everything that I had and took for granted. Yes, I have many good qualities, but one of my 180's is to make sure I am not sweating the small stuff and recognizing how much I have to be grateful for.
I am so glad that you and your dad are closer and that you have "match" day to look forward to! I really can't wait to hear where you will be to start the next chapter of your life. You are truly going to be awesome - all of your work is going to pay off professionally. And, all of the work you are doing DB'ing will pay off personally. You truly will be prepared for such a great relationship going forward with or without your H.
I am glad you weren't home when he came to pick up his stuff - the DB'ing gods were helpful there. Keep it up, Sparkles, you are going to be a force!
M 44 H 46 M 20yrs T 25 yrs S15 S12
ILYBINILWY 7/18/15 Move to MBR 9/8/15 Physical Separation 10/10/15 Suspect A 8/2015 Confirm A 12/27/15 D filed by H 2/2/16
