Woke up today after having a bad dream about OW and H. For whatever reason, I'm just really angry today. Got a letter for him that he finally scheduled to take his drivers test. I've been trying to get him to do that for 3 fcuking years and one month after I kick him out, he finally effing does it. But he still isnt' responsible enough to change his address on something super important. Bet ya he's going to put this address on his license. This wayward bullsh*t really is getting to me. I don't know what it's going to take to snap him out of it. At this point, it doesn't seem like anything. He's living the high life. Doing whatever he pleases without any regard for the consequences. A very small part of me wants to make his world burn right now. I won't, cause high road and all that. But ugh, so much anger today.
M:26 H:32 T:8yrs ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16 D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16 Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW I moved to different state: 06/16 Currently: Trying to move forward