I know in the scheme of things, husband leaving is not the biggest thing to happen.
I know it is more a failure of his then mine.
I know that by thinking of him, I am not focusing on the other wonderful stuff I have in front of me.
I know that this experience, has taught me things I would not have been able to learn any other way. And if it hasn't then all this pain is just wasted and I am a complete fool.