I just want so badly for him to regret this. I don't think that he does And I do not think that he will. I want so badly, for one day the situation to be reversed. Where I no longer want him back and he wants to come back.
I know this is rarely the case. This is just something we tell ourselves. I know the best revenge is to be happy. When will this happen for me? I am really feeling little optimism right now.
My friend pointed out that when he told me he was miserable, he was saying that because of his job. Not because of not having me in his life. She said, it's been close to a year and he is just getting more used to being away from us. This will be easy for him because the year prior we had no real family life or intimacy..we were living with my parents. I really hate him and what he has done and what he is doing.
