Just the Sunday doldrums. It seems so hard to be optimistic when all of her important stuff has been taken, and she has signed a one year lease. Sure she could sublet if she decides to reconcile, but today it is her planning her future life without me. It hurts also to see some personal things that I had given her just thrown in a corner and left as she took the "important" stuff.
I know that I am so early in this but WAW has a past history of this behavior 8 years ago.
Just so depressing knowing that so much of our lives are put on hold with no measuring stick for R progress. Sure, GAL can be measured but I want my W and my M again.
Wouldnt we all like to be carefree and unencumbered by decisions to make in regards of a family. but that comes with price of not having anyone to share your good times with. GAL is great but to not share good times with someone is not how I want to live my life. It doesnt seem normal.
Bottom line is that I miss her dearly already. I have missed her for 2 months when she had mentally checked out.
Fight the good fight no matter the quality of your opponent.
Me-50 WAW-45 S13 Married 24 years Bomb 1-Jan.2008 Disc. EA She came back for 8 years Bomb 2-Jan-2016 Separation 3-12-2016
