Sorry to hear you are having a rough time Hope. Let it out and don't hold it in. You deserve love and will experience a great love whether it is with WH or you find a guy who truly deserves you. If H is too stupid to realize that it is HIS loss.
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16