My sister was 16 and was killed instantly in a car accident. It messed me up bad. My parents were so grief stricken that I had no one.
I also developed huge fears and attachment issues. I honestly think that's where a lot of my codependency issues stemmed from. I would pick women I thought I could fix or rescue and in turn, they would see my worth and never leave me.
Unfortunately, it doesn't work that way. Broken women have hurt me because they are broken. In a sense, I'm broken as well. However, I've never had an issue admitting it and doing things to try and fix myself or my relationships.
Sparks, this isn't our life. Sure it is for right now, but I truly believe we have bigger and better things in store for us.
No one escapes this life without tragedy and heart break, it's a part of living. But we must continue to have hope that things will get better. If we don't have hope, we have nothing.
No matter what happens, Sparks, we will smile again one day. Don't forget that.
