I have the same swings. Today, went from having a great time with my friends to crying in the car on the drive home. That's grief. And there's nothing wrong with grief. It's what makes us human and as much as we'd love to just flip the switch and turn it off, it wouldn't help us grow.

I miss my best friend (H) too. The man I've talked to every day come hell or high water for the last 8 years. I just keep trying to remember that this is not my forever, as much as it feels like it is.


M:26 H:32 T:8yrs
ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16
D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16
Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW
I moved to different state: 06/16
Currently: Trying to move forward