Hope - sparkles is absolutely right. That is definitely a much more positive way to look at it. You would definitely need a place for a fresh start.

I think your swinging from emotion to emotion is completely normal. I'm still doing that, too. Weekends are definitely the toughest.

I hope you are feeling better about the house situation.

M 44 H 46
M 20yrs T 25 yrs
S15 S12

ILYBINILWY 7/18/15
Move to MBR 9/8/15
Physical Separation 10/10/15
Suspect A 8/2015
Confirm A 12/27/15
D filed by H 2/2/16