Now what?/ One Day at a Time

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Thanks job. I so needed to hear that. I think its starting to hit me because you have me crying with your kind and supportive words. Plus I had a tough evening. H wants to have a drink before dinner ( we usually do... Or did). I oblige. But dang if that man cannot just STFU about R. I can't even remember all that was said, but more of the same ol', same ol'. " Its over, its been over for years, he needs passion." Blah blah blah. I try to be logical( oh why oh why do I do that?) and say he didn't give us enough time, it was only a month and a half. That feelings change as proven by that month and a half. Again, I can't even remember all I said, but I knew I needed to STFU and just kept going. Not blasting him, but trying to be sensible. Smh!!! Clearly it was no use. Went in one ear and out the other. I also noticed his wedding ring is off

We have dinner together. Convo is good and free of R talk. In fact, an outsider would have never known that his lying, cheating a$$ is leaving me. He helps pick up dinner, and at least I remembered to leave the kitchen first. But failed miserably at DBing tonite otherwise.

Cil-- you are too funny. I would love mothing more than to GAL with the cabana boys. This trip is bought and paid for by H's company.