I Still Think It's Too Late (pt 2)

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NYGal, Uphill,
yeah - I have to admit though I'm sick to my stomach. I had tried not to hope too much and assume that "stopping the divorce" meant what it said.

It's amazing, just as I had pretty much made peace with what was about to take place, and literally 3 days before the court date she pulls this cr*p.

Ugh. So depressing.

I'm not going to answer at all. I'm going to deliver some files she "demanded" today while she's at work. I'll just leave them at the door, no note, nothing.

At the moment (this changes every few seconds - I'm tired of having to react) I'm thinking of just telling the L to put things on hold until (if/when) the W decides to move forward again.

Time is something I prayed for - so if this is what I get, I'll take it.

However, I will not pursue any other course of action I don't think. She had her chance for a mediator. Until I see something resembling goodwill, I'm sticking with the attorney. I'd be nuts not to.

I think at this point Sandi is so right. She was about to lose the frosting on her cake. She wants it all, to string me along, and have the OM.

I'll see what wisdom the DB coach has - because now I really need it.