I have not posted for a week. Upon reflection I realized I was grasping and forming attachments to fill a hole within myself. The sad empty feeling was a reminder of what I desired. I now choose to stop filling that hole with anything I find. I understand what I'm feeling, I acknowledge these feelings, I give myself time to experience them and then I will put them down. I do not have to act on these feelings.
I have chosen to continue to post for myself and others. When I post I go through a moment of self reflection which allows me a course correction as I blaze this new path into the future. I post for others so that you might learn from my struggle and make your journey a little easier.
As I sit here I am a point in my evolution that I accept that life is change. If you attach yourself to deeply to anyone or any outcome you create struggle and chains that bind you.
