I Still Think It's Too Late (pt 2)

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Thornton, Vanilla - exactly.

After a brief hour of excitement, reality took hold and as you see above - I'm certainly not holding my breath. In fact, I'm feeling this as a cruel trick of some kind.

If indeed she's serious - there's a long and rough road ahead.

What's harder is that next week she's planned a room with the OM before they go off to a high school reunion get-away in Arizona.

Do I still move ahead if she goes and does that? Or is this just being done to inflict pain?

A lot of things need to happen before I can feel this is serious, and I'm not so sure she or I can make the changes. I'll need my coach and you guys more than ever - because it will shift from venting to actual hard work.

For now - I'm going to ignore this all and try to enjoy the weekend. And maybe some sleep would be nice!