I'm very nervous about tomorrow. I am going to be with my MIL, H's aunt and some other family from both sides of his cousins family for a bridal shower.
Probably 11:30-5 pm with them. I'm sweating and feeling anxious. I almost do not want to go but his cousin was in my wedding and did a lot for me to help me.
The wedding is at my inlaws and my MIL asked me to help with that also..It is about a month or so away..April 17?27? It is something like that.
Part of me says - girlfriend you are a Crazy for going. Cut his family out. The other half says keep them close because the only family you have in florida is your mom and you may need to ask his family for help sometimes.
I am driving with the kids to my inlaws where H will be sleeping after work. I will, I guess go in my MILs car and leave mine there and then H will get up and take the kids and..stay at his parents or come to the house? No idea, didn't ask.
I really hope I do not regret going. I hope no one ask about my M. I will most likely lie if they do, my go to for m talk is oh I'm not really sure what is happening right now, it is super confusing and I really hate talking about it. How are you doing?
I have to dress up fancy. Some of these people have not seen me since thaksgiving or christmas aka 30-40 lbs heavier. I need to make sure I look and feel beautiful without taking focus off the bride. Dress code is black dress.
Trying to force myself to sleep now. Wishing myself luck!
