Still hoping for progress

[daybyday]

Thanks guys and gals. I will be surrounded by family tomorrow as I am staying with family all night saturday.
We were just out in the garage and she asks me out of the blue...."are you going to be alright without me here?". I had to fight it so hard but I held it together and said. "yes, but it will be an adjustment". Was she wanting a different answer? Was she wanting me to say no I won't make it?

She said "i'll still care, I'm not completely shut off".
Thats what makes this so bizarre to me. She cares but yet she feels she has to leave. These type of encounters really fruck with me. I have a feeling there will be of this throughout our night. I will try to DB but there is one thing that I want to say to her. "This just seems so permanent".