Still hoping for progress

[Sparkls]

DBD: I, of course as you've probably read, am in a very similar situation in that we're separated and I"m stuck in the feeling like it's permanent too. The one thing I keep trying to remind myself is that it's just stuff. It's easy to move. Nothing is permanent in life. The only constant is change.

Of course, I can't get myself to believe my own hype but maybe it'll help you some.
I find that hot showers help me personally. I've been taking like 2-3 a day. I can think, cry, and get out and be clean.
My water bill is going to be ridiculous but oh well.