It gets easier but it will sting for a while. Just know that what you are feeling is normal.
You gotta let her go if she's ever going to realize she wants to come back.
When my W dropped the bomb on me, right after she ended things, she made a pizza and watched American Idol. I was gutted. She couldn't even pretend this was hard for her.
I totally understand you feel used. I saved and penny pinched for years to buy our home. My credit is a lot better than hers so the house is only in my name. She picked the furniture and I paid for it. She left after 6 months leaving me in our big house to fend for myself with all the bills etc. She got to go live with her mom for free while I struggle to buy groceries.
