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Tyler I can understand you wanting to write the letter, but I do agree with the others. If you really were detached and finished, you wouldn't want to or need to put it on paper. You would just FEEL it. I would bet that she knows that you love your boys and are glad to have them, and that you loved her.....she's the one that left, not you. If you're wanting to put it on paper and actually give it to her, then it seems that you're wanting her to react to it. Maybe not tell you how she is feeling, but you're wanting her to feel something. If you just want to write it to get it out, you can go back to your journal in on here. You used to do that a lot. Or, if you prefer, write it out and then burn it so it's never seen. Either way, I wouldn't give it to her. Your thoughts and feelings change from day to day and what you put on paper today might not be what you would want to put on paper tomorrow. How she reads and takes it today would be different than how she would take it next week. Just enjoy your thoughts and feelings for what they are today and hope for happy thoughts and strong feelings for tomorrow.