Part of me feels like I have to do this, Broke. I avoid so many things that are triggers for me when it comes to W. The fear paralyzes me.
I haven't been on Facebook in almost 2 months because I don't want to come across a picture of W out on the town. My FB friends probably think I've passed away..
I feel like I have to force myself to face my anxieties.
I know she sure as hell isn't worried about running into me or visiting places that remind her of me. I don't think she could care less to be honest.
I dont know. I have a few more hours to decide what to do. I think I'm missing W today.
