Sorry your feeling so low after that Sparkls. But as was said earlier. You did for him what you would do for a neighbor. That's a good thing. Do focus on you now. Try not to look into the future as we are not guaranteed any of it.

Fight the good fight no matter the quality of your opponent.

Me-50 WAW-45
S13
Married 24 years
Bomb 1-Jan.2008
Disc. EA
She came back for 8 years
Bomb 2-Jan-2016
Separation 3-12-2016