H just told me that I put too much emphasis toward ML because I don't have anything else to do. I know this is a blame game but I had to admit he had a point. My kids don't need as much anymore. I have great friends but most have younger kids. I keep to myself quite a bit. H said I am getting boring. Ok, I am willing to accept that about myself. So.. believe it or not.... tonight I signed up for a fencing class. Always wanted to do it. Maybe H is right. I have forgotten who I am.