Look inward Sparkls at who you are for hope. We are still wading through all our muck but its our inner strength that truly provides us hope. All our WAS are not interested right now. Let your journey be about you and his journey be about him.

I challenge you to get out an enjoy the weather a bit today... Especially since I am stuck in an office all day! Take the dogs for an extra long walk or IDK if you like architecture but go visit the capital building. If you go into the Supreme Court chambers it is beautiful and the lamp posts are real crystal and 24kt gold! That is a boat load of gold those things are huge. Just do something for you. I am sure you do not really want to but just try.

Sorry I am trying to fix now. So I will just say I can appreciate your loneliness and frustration and admire how far you have come in a brief time.

Me 41
W 33
M 2013
Suspect A 11/15
Confirm A 1/16
She moved out 2/14/16
Stepson 13
Stepson 16