Well another work week has come and gone. The days are really flying by now.
I'm not really sure what to think about my sitch. We've been NC since the bomb. It's crazy to me how this all happened so fast, how we went from being a loving couple, buying a home, to sudden no contact. But, nothing I can do about it so I'll keep on my journey.
After work, I am going to go buy some new clothes at one of my favorite stores. Ironically, the parking lot of this store is where W and I first reconciled in our first sitch, we talked for a long time and ended up kissing and hugging each other for a long time. I'm not sure how I will feel because I haven't been back there in a long time. I guess, I'm kind of anxious to go back there. It seems silly when I think about it. I think I will probably feel a little lonely.
Tonight I need to get a bunch of laundry done and probably get my grocery shopping completed. D16 will be with her mom so I'll be flying solo. Im not really in the mood to get back out there in the night life scene. It never really was my scene to begin with.
Tomorrow is alanon and gym. Maybe I'll treat myself to a movie or something.
