Red - you are so strong, I know you can do the activities with the kids. I love Vise's idea of leaving when it becomes overwhelming and plan, plan, plan ahead (lots of snacks in the stroller!). I love that you want to do that - also, what about seeing if there are playgroups at churches nearby? You may meet some other moms that would want to do stuff like that occasionally too….it makes it a little less daunting with 2 adults (even if the kids outnumber you!).
I say look your best for you at this point….you are rocking a 100 lb weight loss, girl. Get out of that bed and look good for YOU! If he drools because he is missing out, that is his problem. Right now, it is about YOU and your confidence. Stay strong when he is there….remember your boundaries.
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