Thats the nice thing about all of this, is that we're becoming better versions of ourselves and that yes, we will be ok. I also miss my life but I guess I have to make a new life. And I like and value this woman I am becoming - I just wish H were were around to see it, to grow and be strong with me. I would love for his evil twin to leave and for my sweet, little bear to return (sorry so graphic lol), but we have no control over that.
Spark, you have an awesome energy and H is a damn fool for leaving you. Let's have hope that this is only a bump in the road b/c regardless, you will come out better, that's something I'm sure of.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."