Still hoping for progress

[daybyday]

YES Sparkls. Trying to make sense of something that defies logic. Great analogy. I kinda thought it would be pursuing, but like you said just trying to figure it out. It does all come back to detaching. I suc at it horribly. She draws me back when she is caring and my old W, then when she becomes distant again my heart breaks in another place.

I know she is leaving, it is so very hard to watch her pack her stuff and trying to get it all. It seems so permanent.

I have been following your sitch and am hoping for you too. I just fail to have any better advice to give than those who regularly post to you.

I was thinking that when she is out, that it would be easier. I'm not so sure it will and she isnt even gone yet. I am gonna be a wreck Sunday.