My first post - please be nice.

[collin]

it was weird. i was sitting on the porch when she got home this afternoon. she sat down and we talked. not about the relationship, but about what's going to happen with the foster dogs. i know she still wants to move out 'to find her happy' or whatever it is she's wanting to move out for. but, at least things are cordial between us. so i guess i should be thankful for that. i guess i shouldn't worry about trying to have my cake and eat it too. just be thankful for the cake.