I saw him briefly right after I found out but he's been gone since. And I hate him and I love him and I want him to come home and I never want to see him again. I just want my H back. The guy he was before all of this bullsh*t. I want the future we were planning.
And the anger is gone again. Went to dinner with my bestie. Talked to her about everything. Love her but she's very protective and thinks I should walk away. She's probably right. My H is probably gone.
M:26 H:32 T:8yrs ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16 D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16 Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW I moved to different state: 06/16 Currently: Trying to move forward
