Looking for a Spark in the dark 3

[Sparkls]

I have a video of all of my dogs howling that I know he'd get a smile out of. But I won't send it.
Just feels like there's an immense time pressure for something to change. Him saying he's going to move back to Colorado in April, me graduating in May.
I keep trying to tell myself that really, it's only been a week and a half that he's had to really live the day to day (the week after I kicked him out was leading up to a week long trip to CO) I'm trying to find patience but it just feels like everything is slipping away instead. Sigh. I'm still such a mess...