As the wheel turns(in his rotisserie oven)H actually showed up for S17's university dinner. He has gone deeper into his hidey-hole. No calls. No messages. I must have caused all the thunderstorms lately and pissed him off. Dang I am just so evil. As for me..I need to work on my poker face. My H always tells me why do you always look mad when you see me? I would love to say because you are douche but I guess that would put me further away from my goal lol. I need to work on my neutral and cheerful disposition.Having a resting b!tch face while trying to work on me and my M is not good. I plan on going to a ptsd support group soon. I need to get as much info as possible and set my S's up with a counselor
