Wow, mind is blown 14

[Uphill]

I'm alright buddy, it had me on quite the rollercoaster for a few days but I got myself leveled back out. Mainly I think I got my expectations back down to where they should be... They went way up two weeks ago with all the talking and hashing things out. He!!, She was talking about my new rugs not matching some of her stuff and how we would have to look for new ones when she brought her stuff?!?!

I'm still hopeful, as I had seen lots of action on her part towards conditions I put in place months ago. Started her new job this week. She just seems distant yet. I honestly thought the squirrel was tame enough but something scared her. It was eating from my had for like 5 or 6 days and then ran.

One big thing she mentioned when she backed off was that she wants to come back for the right reasons. Which I argree with. In her head (I know, believe half of what you see and none of what you hear) she doesn't know if she was moving that direction because it is what she really wants, for the kid, financial or if she doesn't want to be alone. Maybe a combination of all?

My personal take is with everything she has going on, on top of OM withdrawal, she's overthinking and put her walls back up. I'm prolly wrong but that is the most logical thing I can think of haha