Feeling sad and angry today. I miss my family a lot this morning, and I'm feeling unrooted. Normally travel doesn't bother me, but today I feel like I have no home base and its unnerving...
I did connect with some good work friends earlier in the week which was good though conversation kept going to my marriage situation (or at least felt that way). I don't like being the downer though my friends are great and supportive, so I think its more me.
I'm angry at the radio silence from home when I'm traveling. I'm tired of being sad, and unable to plan beyond the next week because I don't know what's going to happen at home. I want to feel that all this personal improvement and focus on my R is helping, and I want to see a change. Its so hard to focus on anything as during non-busy times I go back to thinking about what's wrong at home. I get sad / mad seeing couples walking down the street holding hands - I want that again.
