Ghost Busting - Time to accept what is happening

[ATPeace]

I am seeing my counsellor tomorrow for my last session and then I am also seeing someone for some CBT. Therapy

My wife is in a very different position to me I realise that she has moved in and I am no longer a part of her life I want to be

Every day I am realising more and more that I have not been a great partner why I did not see this at the time I do not know

I am changing myself seeing a personal trainer three times a week and doing exercises in the other days I am eating healthy and the next few months I hope to see some dramatic changes with how I look

I have become a better dad to my children and I have been a better man towards my W we have lived in house together and this has been one of the hardest things I have ever had to do.

A lot of what I am writing here is rambling and has been said by me many times ...sometimes I just have to vent so please stay with me while I try to accept fully that my marrage is over and the life that I had is over.
My children deserve better my W deserved Better I deserve better yet I still cannot see that living apart from my W will not make things better yet it might.

My twelve year old has become very clingy and putting him through this breaks my heart