You guuuuuys when I said OLDER I MEANT older than me lol not old in general. You guys cracked me up today reading my messages on the ages. Age is just a number. I think double my age is the oldest I would go though.
Squiggy yes he said that- then after (about 2 hours later he called in the car which means he prob was alone at the moment.) he called to check in and ask if he was okay and how he was doing. My baby boy is a daddys boy and howls for daddy non stop the last 2 days. It really makes it hard for s3 since he just does not understand still.
Oh and my POWER STANCE HELPED ME TODAY. I had my teacher tell me I was confident( I went to class to keep practicing for my state board.) AND one of my moms for the preschool said I seemed more myself then I have seemed in months.
Today was hands down one if the WEIRDEST DAYS I have had with my H so far. I'll type that up in a minute.
Pink! My lovely amazing pink, I always miss you and always love when you write to me. I'm glad you told me your story and about how your son was never an issue for you and your H. I know it is a dumb silly thing to worry about, but I worry sometimes.
I think the resort and whatever money he is spending is his half of the income taxes aka 2900$ and he gave me 2900$ so I'm assuming he is using that money.
Yes he is still paying the house,utilities, cars, insurance, phones, credit cards etc for both of us and gives me 400$ (200$ a paycheck)for gas and food. Today he gave me 250$ an extra 50$ if I want to buy myself something. (Random but I'll take it.)
I was told the same about my house situation so I will not even be trying to get the house. It is okay though, I have my back up plan all worked out for my living.
No I haven't been checked but I see my dr this week and will ask her. She knows my situation since she is the person who has me on all my meds.
I think the other day was my rock bottom and now I'm like I do not want this and need respect for myself moment.
I do need to rediscover and recreate myself into the person I want to be. I love ya pink.
